Today is my first day, and I hope not the last... I actually love to write, usually I do it in spanish but this is a good way to practice my english, but I never have time to since I'm going to college.
Today I weight 54 kg and I measure 1.72m, I tryed to make it on pounds and feets but im too lazy to do it right now...
Since I'm a kid I dream to be an actrees I love Audrey Hepburn she is gorgeous, then I love fashion and I hope some day I can study how to be a designer, but right now like I said I'm too busy studying the law... Oh my god, it's sooo boring sometimes... or like I would say usually: Oh la la...
My daddy is french and my mom italian but I'm spanish... I lived for a year in indiana but that was kind of boring for me, I am too active and it was sooo cold... But I love America and I love New York, and I would like to study in Chicago the desing school :(
Life is hard, life is life...
On the picture I'm wearing an Anna Sui headband (i thing you call it like that) that I bought in new york...
Here there's something I wrote sometime when I was badly in love...
Empty of words:
I'm empty of words,
full of pain that I don't understand,
my throat is broken, I've got no voice,
I'm empty of fellings, full of love
I've cut my heart away, I'm empty of blood
I'm a disaster, why not?
I'm empty of faith, I don't want it more
full of things that nobody understand
reciclyng feelings with my hands...
Why do they feel that I don't have to feel no more?
Why does it has to be all wrong?
I don't have anything that I thought
I need to let it fly, I'm messed up.
Too good to you, you say you are scared and run away
and I'm still here to smile to you and it's not fair
too good, too wrong, that's it, I'm done..
I'm empty of noise, full of words
I have no voice and my chest hurts
I have no heart but I'm beatting inside
I cheer my tears I dont want to cry
Why do they fell that I don't have to feel no more?
Why does it has to be all wrong?
I dont have anything that I thought
I have to let it fly and I'm messed up
Too good to you, you say you are scared and run away
and I'm still here to smile to you and it's not fair
too good, too wrong, that's it, I'm done...
